If only
I don’t exactly know once again what I want to put down on these pages, I feel like i can’t put it anywhere else because everyone gets the wrong idea and worries about me too much and then if i put it here I don’t get any opinions or thoughts on something that I can’t seem to figure out no matter how hard I try, and I’m sure that someone is thinking whilst reading the following will think ” yeah so neither can anyone else” but I’m sure someone has or can or if not maybe a pointer where to go.
I’m in love with a girl that I work with but am to worried/scared about what she is going to react like to approach her or to tell her, because she’s senior to me it would make it quite weird I think if things didn’t go well. Even though she is my boss I’ve still felt the same way about her even before I started working at the same place… I also know that she has seen another guy once or twice but not sure how it went… Haha how sad having to vent to no one because I can’t talk to anyone else because it will just end up getting back to her…
She’s absolutly amazes me in every single way yet i can’t bring myself to approach her because I don’t know what would happen and I know I’m bringing myself undone by being like this because if I don’t act soon she’ll be gone…
Distant scars, New beauty. Healsville.
An Introduction.
Good evening from a dreary Melbourne,
I’m a 22 year old straight male with a few questions for some hopefully likeminded people, But I’m not going to get into that straight away. I live a pretty Abnormal life, work at a night club thats open late I meet some of the weird and the wonderful and see a lot as well. I live my life by a simple guide of treat others as you wish to be treated! Take everyone as they come and give everyone everything of myself till they prove me wrong. I’m an old school gentleman, I dress nicely, I look after myself and I’m not an Arrogant pig that stereotypes the typical Australia male which brings me to my first question, when did being a chivalrous well dressed young man mean that you were either gay or too nice and too good to be true so therefore must be something underlying.
I’m not trying to be just another winge on such a great space, I just want to ask. If this trend continues, will things just keep progressing and the already dying era of the proper gentleman disappear altogether? Is that well dressed guy that opens a door for a lady and who will greet a woman standing when she enters the room, not what the modern Aussie girl wants these days?
I hope not.
